I finally told my mom everything, it was a long message. But I'm glad its been said lol. I'm nervous of what her answers gonna be though ;>.>

But atleast its all out. beginning to now. All out. She knows the whole story, not just briefly but EVERYTHING. I hope she sides with me and not my dad.

Bah, my dad has a brilliant way of making me fear the world and making everything so much darker. I havent been that upset in a long while. I wish he wouldnt make me doubt and fear so much.

But atleast they both know!

I care more about what my mom thinks though.

_{Jessica! you'll be so proud of me}